::when the sky is dark enough, you can see the stars::

Saturday, June 23, 2007

moved.

http://reignrain.livejournal.com

thats what friends are for;
6:48 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

of cos, you wanna noe why i dun update anymore dont you.

like who cares cel.

i have moved. u should move on too.

blog add will be released when its ready. ask if you can be bothered.

thats what friends are for;
12:31 AM

thats what friends are for;
12:24 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

excerpt from a benny hinn book:

a boy was trying very hard to push a rock that was blocking the driveway. he pushed and he tugged. he used a lever, tried rolling it and thought of all ways. but the rock just would not budge.

his father came along and asked " what are you doing son?"

he answered desperately " i am trying to remove this rock but it just won't budge. i have tried and tried all means but none works."

his father asked again " you have tried all means?"

the little boy nodded with lethargy and replied sadly "yes daddy.."

looking at the boy in his eyes, his father smiled.

"son, you haven't asked for my help"

you wont know what you are missing until you ask. at least that's what i learnt.

this week has been the buzz of med and law interviews.

thank you daddy, my parents, my brother, my doctor, my colleague, section 5 and team e, my friends and special mention to 1 who will never chance upon my blog. for reminding me that my strength comes from on high.

my med interview was fine overall. had my moments of drilling, of silence and fortunately of laughter and fun too. i have done all i could. the rest is in his hands.

its weird how those interview dialogues, scenes will continuously replay in ur head. cant imagine having a spoilt video recorder in my head for 1 whole month. 1 month seems so long.

all the best to those having upcoming interviews!

thats what friends are for;
10:23 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

went jogging today morning, despite sleeping past 1am. this is the problem. when i start strumming n singing on my guitar. i compulsively cant stop. and now that my teacher complains im too demure for guitar playing (oh well i guess so too :p) i have to strum super loudly. my dad is starting to cordon off an area where im forbidden and tt leaves me with the kitchen toilet actually. but anyway jogging rocks rocks rocks! i shall train for the 7km run tt never came to pass. if not all the army guys will just leave me half-dead in the middle of the jog.

this is a much over due entry. it was sup to be put up last wed 0404. but oh wells, smth cropped up and i forgot to post! anyway this is my last last day of slacking in doc's office, abusing my colleague, eating all sorts of cold junk food, making paper cranes and wind chimes, guitar playing, singing, dancing.. cos my doc is returning from nepal tomorrow! *gulp

but all the same here goes:

when i update at this frequency. u noe i must be bored.

real bored.

yes my colleague is in hospital now because of some stupid bug that makes her puke non stop. poor girl. my mum had it 2 nights ago as well. they will vomit no matter what they eat or drink until the bile appears (eew) its horrible. anyone know what it is pls enlighten me, meanwhile i will faithfully read e whole rack of medical books next to me.

heh dr is so going to kill me if he noe i haven read all the textbks n bulletins he "lent" to me since 3 months ago.

yes i koped this frm esther blog. just to prove to u all, im not a mugger!! ok then again maybe not.. lets see:

Have you ever:
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped

( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house well i was not sneaking. i was chased out outright.
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x ) skipped school
( ) seen someone die how about hearing the thud and scream of a person who jumped off a building

( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire ...

(x) eaten sushi
(x) been skiing
(x ) been at a concert
(x ) taken painkillers
(x ) miss someone right now

(x ) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x ) flown a kite
(x ) built a sand castle

(x ) gone puddle jumping
(x ) played dress up
(x ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x ) cheated while playing a game i sincerely pray that my brother no longer reads my blog

(x) been lonely who has never been? those are the real loners.
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake

(x) slept beneath the stars remember my psl camp when we just slept at the bball courts..
(x ) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x ) been misunderstood
( ) petted a kangaroo/reindeer/goat

(x ) won a contest
(x ) run a red light/stop sign coercing my dad to do so should count right?
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car crash
( ) had braces

(x ) felt like an outcast/third person
(x ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night my ben n jerrys!
(x ) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(xxxxx ) liked the way you looked ok its just confidence you see :p

( ) witnessed a crime
(x ) questioned your heart
(x ) been obsessed with post-it notes obsession is an understatement
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x ) been lost

(x ) been on the opposite side of the country everytime i travel to school?
(x ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers

(x) recently colored with crayons whee with my darlings at lions home! wax crayons rock!
(x) sung karaoke taiwan ... : (
(x ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x ) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x ) made prank phone calls

(x ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose oh yes. how embarassing.
(x ) caught a snowflake on your tongue gross. beijing must have had air pollution that year.
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe

( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about tried and tried and failed and failed. wrong time wrong direction wrong place.
(x ) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x ) gone rollerskating

(x ) had a wish come true
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x ) told a complete stranger you loved them whatever that stupid game our senior class made us play. yes im not that friendly.
(x ) kissed a mirror hehee i was trying to see wad my first kiss was like

(x ) sang in the shower
(x ) had a dream that you married someone
(x ) glued your hand to something
( ) kissed a fish
( ) sat on a roof top

(x ) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel dont the tv shows always have tt disclaimer? im a guai girl.
(x ) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x ) stayed up all night
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree does rambutan count?

( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x ) scared to watch a scary movie alone
( ) believe in ghosts
(x ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes hmm 3 pairs of sports shoes, 3 pairs of flats, 3 pairs of slippers and 6 pairs of heels. halfway there! oh yes and my boots frm red cross and black pumps from psb! and my personalised clogs in indonesia!

(x ) worn a really ugly outfit to school yea the hc sch uniform
( ) gone streaking woo wads this?
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played gay chicken
(x ) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on i will never forget this dj. u made me go school in damp underwear shirt pinafore socks and shoes. i will get u after u book out.

(x ) broken a bone yep sometimes cant help it when i eat chicken wings
(x ) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly
(x ) laughed so hard you cried

(x ) cried so hard you laughed
(x ) cheated on a test
( ) forgotten someone's name
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool/hot tub
(x ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been kicked out of your house

whee. childhood fun.

reminds me to create beautiful memories even now.

thats what friends are for;
12:38 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

easter

and my redeemer lives

thats what friends are for;
11:47 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

she wakes up in the middle of what she is doing with a sudden fear that grips her.

what was she doing? where was she?

the grip tightens with each struggle of escape. the helplines slowly fade into the darkness.

the world seeks to tie her down with the puppetry strings.

click.

welcome to reality.

thats what friends are for;
11:35 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

difficult decisions, difficult people, difficult expectations, difficult situations.

i call them plaques. cause they never seem to bug off.

it takes a whole lifetime to understand the way some people think. it takes another to understand the way they act. and then here i am saying i want to do psychology in my interviews. must be the first to laugh at myself.

yes i admit, i seem too busy for anyone. i admit i slave drive my life.

the worst thing about a woman's sixth sense is the fact that it is so unavoidably correct. underlying intentions. secret thoughts. dun think you can escape.

on a brighter note, my colleague treating me to ice cream! : ) simple joys of life. yes joy and not happiness.

random musings>>

silence. solitude.

how much of it can you have in a day?

i miss genuine laughter.

i miss the full moon.

thats what friends are for;
2:13 PM